Got back my econs today and yes, i got my first A in my jc life... like wow. what the... econs? /blink blink. uh, lol? yea i got it anw. but this is an A which idk if i can maintain it or not.oh man. anw, so i've decided to thank my econs tutor, Mr Lee Keng Hoe, greatly. zomg. from borderline to A leh. what kind of miracle is this sia. zomg. den i tot of a while and realised there's quite a few lees that i know who have helped me in one way or another and i shall dedicate a post to thank them.


Angelina Lee (DHS dancer): thanks for helping to chereo dance last time @@
Georgienne Lee: thanks for for... paying econs fund on time! XD oh i rmb now, thanks for helping to pluck out the cuvette from the colorimeter a few times during bio prac XD
Liesl Lee: thanks thanks for idk what hmm oh! entertainment! quite entertaining seeing u poking sl hmm. oops lol!
YuanHao Lee: thanks for being so entertaining too ahaha. and good thing u are with joyc in her band. lol!
Lee Miao Qian: thanks for being my bio prac partner this year HAHA (yea me stirring diluted leaf extract with a pipette while u fiddle with microscope XD)
Lee Shi Ying: thanks for encouraging me to play sports last time. oh yea for being nice and telling me the song i sang not bad (it was 1000 no kotoba in jap i rmb) LOL. i know it sucked LOL
Lee Sze Zhin: im not gonna make all my readers gross out but yes thanks a lot for always being there for me haha!
Moses Lee De Rong: thanks a lot for the joy u bring to v14 LOL. tho u are super crappy at times LOL. yes go prac break dance! i support u! XD
Leo Lee Wenbin: thanks for gng musicforest early and practicing with me every week haha. from when we had a dance studio to prac, until we had to stand outside studio and prac in front of a glass door (no aircon somemore!). oh and helping me crack my backbone after warm-up ahahahaha.
Lee Chia Quan: thanks for being such a great online game mate. lol!!! nice riceball XD
Lee Kwan Fu Michael: thanks for saying huh every time, making my day LOL.

yeap yeap thats all for now. tmr gp paper. omg @@ anw unfortunately realised review test week right after the week with expose. amen. kk cya~

yes, omg hols is ENDING. OMG. MAMA SAVE ME. T____________T

sorry if that appeared ugly but.... omg T.T T.T T.T the world is ending ahhhhh~~~~!!!!

ok that's exaggerating but yea u get my point. i dint really get to slack much and the ding! it's sat! and i only finished... DE 11.3. x.x; sia la, super unproductive hols. but to be honest, actually i dn think it is THAT unproductive. slacking is productive too... i mean it lets u relax and such. i slept a lot. like seriously. a lot after 3+ years in vj. i actually slept around 9-10hr in 3-4 consecutive days i think. power. and it feels great. great to be able to sleep. great to be able to sleep THAT long. i guess it's just compensating for whatever hell loads of sleeping hours i have lost. seriously, sleeping for 9-10hours like that doesn't compensate for even half of what i lost. so... yes sleeping, back to my top few fav hobbies again. no, it's not scary to sleep anymore. it's not. like finally, yay.

ok digressed. so yes sch is starting in dont know how many hours. omg less than 100hours. OMG. x.x; then tmr i going out HAHA. win. but i guess i'd just catch up starting from mon. i mean when u go to sch, u'd want to catch up -.-; plus, i know it'd pile later during mid apr. horrible. everyone's gonna die x.x; except those taking external ccas maybe. cos time schedule a bit diff haha. well i guess im more or less ready to go for the upcoming chiong like siao month. yes, it's the month for expose preparation. then right after expose, exco selection. then, not long after, handover asap. lastly, guide our successors before we really really officially handover. oh not to mention, we were supposed to write t3a and all the nonsense in between? haha.

ah, now i rmb. we are getting back our results for ct1 right... LOL. /lightning strikes. LOL. gg la. but at least i know my econs will be the best score i get so far. i guess. ahahaha. while bio will be the worst in my whole life. lol! best, chem mcq. if can pass really is godly. last 4-5 qn is anyhow just shade A de LOL. i bet mrs mah see le sure laugh LOLOL. die la die. then sz will score damn high i'd deprove. then she'd make some comment again ZOMG. /faint. might as well go suicide hao le. /dies. my marks... both looking forward and dreading to see again. omg why always like that one. lol!

oh, wanna see pw grades though. lol! stupid sch 吊我们的肠 = = quick give us la wth!

oh well, what will come will come. will just try my best ba. quick quick handover x.x; omg i yawning. LOL. maybe another early night ahaha. oh wait, havent take my medicine yet though. = =;;;;;;;;;;;; <- yes this means the med is REALLY HORRIBLE. i swear x.x;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

boa's newest album identity is out since last month! (totally forgot about it) saw the advert on tv ytd and found that there's this song which is nice. apparently, it really is nice XD

download here [note: open in new window> click on 'download here']



Lyrics

Mamoritai ~White Wishes~
I want to protect ~White Wishes~

Artist: BoA


これで終わり　そう思っていた遠いあの日
Kore de owari sou omotteita tooi ano hi
‘It ends here’, I thought on that far away day
今は言える
Ima wa ieru
I can say now
羽ばたける始まりだったと
Habatakeru hajimari datta to
That was when I began to be able to fly [1]
君の温もりが広がる　手のひらと胸の隙間
Kimi no nukumori ga hirogaru tenohira to mune no sukima
Your warmth fills the gap between the palm of my hand and my chest
君と行く先探してる
Kimi to yukusaki sagashiteru
I’ll search for the future together with you
心繋いで
Kokoro tsunaide
Our hearts joined together


守りたい　守られてる
Mamoritai mamorareteru
I want to protect it, as I am protected
会えないときもずっと
Aenai toki mo zutto
Always, even when we can’t be together
一秒ずつ私たちは強くなれるから
Ichibyou zutsu watashi tachi wa tsuyoku nareru kara
Because, second by second, we can become stronger


広い夜空　寄り添う星たち見上げながら
Hiroi yozora yorisou hoshi tachi miage nagara
As we look up at the stars nestled together in the wide night sky
かけがえのない今日の向こう 　明日が生まれる
Kakegae no nai kyou no mukou asu ga umareru
Tomorrow is born, starting from the irreplaceable today
二人の間を行き交う
Futari no aida wo yukikau
I want to hold dear
この空気大事にしたい
Kono kuuki daiji ni shitai
This atmosphere that comes and goes between the two of us
透き通ってゆく 心から
Sukitootte yuku kokoro kara
We can become kind
優しくなれる
Yasashiku nareru
Frankly, from our hearts


忘れない　君とこうして分かち合える温もり
Wasurenai kimi to koushite wakachiaeru nukumori
I won’t forget how we shared each others’ warmth like this
感じてる　たった一つ未来照らすもの
Kanjiteru tatta hitotsu mirai terasu mono
I can feel the one thing that illuminates the future [2]
降り積もる悲しみをそっと溶かすように
Furitsumoru kanashimi wo sotto tokasu you ni
I hope that your piled up sadness will softly melt away
いつまでも　いつでも…
Itsumademo itsudemo…
Forever, always…


守りたい　守られてる
Mamoritai mamorareteru
I want to protect it, as I am protected
会えないときもずっと
Aenai toki mo zutto
Always, even when we can’t be together
一秒ずつ君と私強くなれるから
Ichibyou zutsu kimi to watashi tsuyoku nareru kara
Because, second by second, you and I can become stronger


忘れない　君に出会って生まれ変われる願い
Wasurenai kimi ni deatte umarekawareru negai
I won’t forget the wish that was born again when I met you
信じてる　だから私　全て守りたい
Shinjiteru dakara watashi subete mamoritai
I believe in it, so I want to protect it all
全て守りたい…
Subete mamoritai…
I want to protect it all…


[1] It's either this, or 'that was when I began to be able to fly'.
[2] Also had problems with this line. It could be 'I feel that there is only one thing that the future illuminates', or the like. ;
[credits to http://apathy-irath.livejournal.com/24900.html]

hmm so i was kinda bored and looking through my photos. ok i have stuff to do but im procrastinating haha =x then joyc just asked me to go out with her later so... yea.. idk anw i saw this... a pic taken on my sony ericsson phone two years ago...



hmm familar looking person huh. that's des 2 years ago. sleeping when we were doing chem video -.-;

and if i dint rmb wrongly, these are "art works" by des.




ok... then some time later when we were told to clean up the classroom. someone brought a vacuum cleaner and hmm apparently kenneth ended up carrying it. seems quite suitable for him?

yes, that's manda an chio-ing, no doubt.

then hmm they posed with the benzene structure?!




ok now that's random... and i realise i do have quite a few photos of ppl sleeping during class in the ip classroom >.> oh my, now i know what i was doing in class everyday x.x; what a way to entertain myself x.x

hmm, nowadays im just too lazy to take photos @@ cos take = need to edit T.T i cant allow myself to upload any unedited photos which have horrible colors T.T plus the cameras i use dn produce nice colors... T.T T.T oh well... yea, realised i have a lot fewer photos than last time of my classmates @@ tho i do bring compact to sch most of the time hmm. oh well. ok randomness. time to do some stuff. zomg @@;

fuck. yes you got it. fuck. so little kids, please tune away and dont read further of this fucked up post. argh. the long lost swearing post is going to surface again. yes, im here to vent my frustrations on the fucked up bio paper.

yes, fuck bio paper. god damn it. wts. im so bloody pissed. the paper has some degree of difficulty, but there were questions that were give aways. as long as you study, u can just regurgitate everything and get the fucking marks. but yes, they just had to be qns from ptc and cloning. bloody hell. cloming. i just read a few times and dint even mem at all. dint even have time to revise ytd cos had econs paper till around 5. argh.

im really so fucking pissed. it's like dont know how many marks wasted for nth. seriously, nth. bloody fucking easy qns. i swear. best, ask me evolution. like wow i have impression on that! but hey, what exactly is the answer? nice one. that just means that i have no fucking answers for the fucking question. so what happened was do do oh shit no time. do do somemore. oh damn it, skip first. must go do essay. niceness, so i skipped like 2+pages?! BLANK QUESTIONS. then i went to do essay. ok nice, i wrote like i wrote... but hey, are they correct? no fucking idea. who gives a fucking damn anw. left 10min, chiong back to the STQs. zomg anyhow whack. do until damn fast. mostly filled with wrong ans anw = = then those qns from PTC. kao damn easy one. but they are THREE MARKS. omg. my length... definitely not 3m. 1m maybe = = ok right, so i screwed up my STQs. nice. how many marks is that gonna cost me? i wonder.

then what else. essay? most probably just pass AT MOST. nice.

mcq? i have a whole load of Ds = = which means... it's like i have a lot of wrong answers ^^ ok wait, that wasnt right, come again ^^#

%!@#!@%!@#!%@#@

i know im getting repetitive but IM SO FUCKING PISSED. I WANNA TEAR PAPER. I WANNA SCREAM. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

omfg, the worst bio paper i've ever done. if i never study at all, fair enuf. but i did read. and wait a min, what's with all those blanks for STQ. wts? omfh. and those qns are FUCKING SIMPLE. SIMPLE QN. ALL WASTED. fail also fail de bu gan yuan. i tell you. really. i'm so gonna fail and im so gonna emo. i fail for nth.

yes all i have is to blame myself for not managing my fucking time properly. but that's all i could do. seriously, either die in this or die in that. yes i know all i can is blame myself. but i still wanna curse the paper. cos i have 2 more papers upcoming, and i need to get my mood right. you bloody son of a bitch bio paper. argh. tmd. d.a.m.n.

气死我了。气死我了。 %!@$@%!@#!@#

im so angry i dn even wanto talk to ppl. i swear. i dn want to affect the mood of others neither do i want to get pissed at innocent victims. because anything right now ticks me off and i have off my hp reception. i dn give a fucking damn who smses or calls me. i need to chill myself.

my mind is a bit messy right now... stupid bio paper. yes im angry at myself cos i could have done much better. its not hard. its so wasted. then again i can only blame myself. for doing cca stuff right before,for not being able to squeeze out enough time to do proper revision beforehand. for going to bali for a fam trip. right, but i needed that trip to get rid of my damn weird sleeping routine. ok thats another issue.

yes im just angry and im not making sense... maybe im not angry for far too long. shall go and chill myself and listen to some songs. sing some songs to get my heart cooled. then i can have my lunch. and i'd study for math/chem. stupid paper....

one last thing.

fuck.

omg why am i here again. oh well supposed to study IE(I) this morning haha. woke up at 7am. oh no's i've wasted 45 min! XD but then just wake up i cant do anything anw XD listening to dance related songs to wake up now XD like quite some time never listen to this playlist le haha! long time since i've on pc for more than an hour lol. amazing huh, for a used to be hardcore gamer who doesnt sleep for the game XD

just printed out ptc answers. ok random. oh yea, IE(I) brings back a lot of memories. i rmb the first time i had it in the test (after june last year), i kept screaming when i read it. took me one whole day - 2 days to digest it properly. yet in the test nth came out XD XD so maybe they weren't digseted after all XD XD XD second time i had it, i realised one of the pages were slightly torn. oh my, what happened to the notes. this time i dint scream THAT much. but i still screamed. this time, the third time. i realised another thing. "hey, why did the last page stay in the file when i took the notes out." right, i had a TOUGH time trying to staple the whole damn stack of f-ed up 50pages (oops! too long never swear XD i want ip outing so i can swear! XD oops =x). then i've decided, it's not possible. so what i did was anyhow grab last portion of the notes and stapled that part, so my last page can stick to the stack -.-; it's really one of those notes that are in lousy condition. like... international trade. LOL. fail set. flip until die when i was doing the essay qn for intl trade tut (VJ Prelim 09). i even rmb the qn number!!! /faint.

oh then i just rmb sth. i woke up right. then i had two dreams one after another. one is uh random one la, not concerning the uh masses. the other one yea. i dreamt of myself borrowing camera for the trip to msia organised by kw's grp! XD ahaha. oh yea was wondering if i shld go cover an ocip trip or sth... hm... idk, shall see. haha.

right! 8am cont from page 25 of notes! XD

yeap, CT1 finally coming XD XD both dreading and looking forward to it. dreading cos zomg i anyhow whack. looking forward cos quickquick finish then my march hols will come XD but then the march hols wont be like hols i bet. fail. so short! then will tio concuss by cca zzz. shall spend as much time to relax before i get back my results, which i suspect sure cmi one XD XD well, at least i get to go out haha. play play have fun with friends XD oh! alice in wonderland! wonder if ip ppl will watch @@ if never book me in advance with exact date then i go find other ppl to watch tgt XD (my sis watching on this mon! purposely use it to shoot me one = =)

ok ok food now. lol! just a random post haha. just finished organic chem geez. a random comment just crossed my mind. i'm not benzene, i hate substitution. ok random. fail. lame.not funny. LOL. sot diao liao. ok ok san1 cheng2 rou4 here i come? lol!!! ok ok really a bit sot le =x haha. bro's fam here. ok random. OK REALLY GOT TO GO U STUPID GIRL, ALWAYS DAMN GOOD AT DRAGGING TIME AND CRAPPING MORE STUFF WHEN U ARE AT THE CONCLUSION.

to my horror, my mum just said "ah girl, i help you put more rice, later you night time hungry". z.o.m.g...

Got back my econs today and yes, i got my first A in my jc life... like wow. what the... econs? /blink blink. uh, lol? yea i got it anw. but this is an A which idk if i can maintain it or not.oh man. anw, so i've decided to thank my econs tutor, Mr Lee Keng Hoe, greatly. zomg. from borderline to A leh. what kind of miracle is this sia. zomg. den i tot of a while and realised there's quite a few lees that i know who have helped me in one way or another and i shall dedicate a post to thank them.


Angelina Lee (DHS dancer): thanks for helping to chereo dance last time @@
Georgienne Lee: thanks for for... paying econs fund on time! XD oh i rmb now, thanks for helping to pluck out the cuvette from the colorimeter a few times during bio prac XD
Liesl Lee: thanks thanks for idk what hmm oh! entertainment! quite entertaining seeing u poking sl hmm. oops lol!
YuanHao Lee: thanks for being so entertaining too ahaha. and good thing u are with joyc in her band. lol!
Lee Miao Qian: thanks for being my bio prac partner this year HAHA (yea me stirring diluted leaf extract with a pipette while u fiddle with microscope XD)
Lee Shi Ying: thanks for encouraging me to play sports last time. oh yea for being nice and telling me the song i sang not bad (it was 1000 no kotoba in jap i rmb) LOL. i know it sucked LOL
Lee Sze Zhin: im not gonna make all my readers gross out but yes thanks a lot for always being there for me haha!
Moses Lee De Rong: thanks a lot for the joy u bring to v14 LOL. tho u are super crappy at times LOL. yes go prac break dance! i support u! XD
Leo Lee Wenbin: thanks for gng musicforest early and practicing with me every week haha. from when we had a dance studio to prac, until we had to stand outside studio and prac in front of a glass door (no aircon somemore!). oh and helping me crack my backbone after warm-up ahahahaha.
Lee Chia Quan: thanks for being such a great online game mate. lol!!! nice riceball XD
Lee Kwan Fu Michael: thanks for saying huh every time, making my day LOL.

yeap yeap thats all for now. tmr gp paper. omg @@ anw unfortunately realised review test week right after the week with expose. amen. kk cya~

yes, omg hols is ENDING. OMG. MAMA SAVE ME. T____________T

sorry if that appeared ugly but.... omg T.T T.T T.T the world is ending ahhhhh~~~~!!!!

ok that's exaggerating but yea u get my point. i dint really get to slack much and the ding! it's sat! and i only finished... DE 11.3. x.x; sia la, super unproductive hols. but to be honest, actually i dn think it is THAT unproductive. slacking is productive too... i mean it lets u relax and such. i slept a lot. like seriously. a lot after 3+ years in vj. i actually slept around 9-10hr in 3-4 consecutive days i think. power. and it feels great. great to be able to sleep. great to be able to sleep THAT long. i guess it's just compensating for whatever hell loads of sleeping hours i have lost. seriously, sleeping for 9-10hours like that doesn't compensate for even half of what i lost. so... yes sleeping, back to my top few fav hobbies again. no, it's not scary to sleep anymore. it's not. like finally, yay.

ok digressed. so yes sch is starting in dont know how many hours. omg less than 100hours. OMG. x.x; then tmr i going out HAHA. win. but i guess i'd just catch up starting from mon. i mean when u go to sch, u'd want to catch up -.-; plus, i know it'd pile later during mid apr. horrible. everyone's gonna die x.x; except those taking external ccas maybe. cos time schedule a bit diff haha. well i guess im more or less ready to go for the upcoming chiong like siao month. yes, it's the month for expose preparation. then right after expose, exco selection. then, not long after, handover asap. lastly, guide our successors before we really really officially handover. oh not to mention, we were supposed to write t3a and all the nonsense in between? haha.

ah, now i rmb. we are getting back our results for ct1 right... LOL. /lightning strikes. LOL. gg la. but at least i know my econs will be the best score i get so far. i guess. ahahaha. while bio will be the worst in my whole life. lol! best, chem mcq. if can pass really is godly. last 4-5 qn is anyhow just shade A de LOL. i bet mrs mah see le sure laugh LOLOL. die la die. then sz will score damn high i'd deprove. then she'd make some comment again ZOMG. /faint. might as well go suicide hao le. /dies. my marks... both looking forward and dreading to see again. omg why always like that one. lol!

oh, wanna see pw grades though. lol! stupid sch 吊我们的肠 = = quick give us la wth!

oh well, what will come will come. will just try my best ba. quick quick handover x.x; omg i yawning. LOL. maybe another early night ahaha. oh wait, havent take my medicine yet though. = =;;;;;;;;;;;; <- yes this means the med is REALLY HORRIBLE. i swear x.x;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

boa's newest album identity is out since last month! (totally forgot about it) saw the advert on tv ytd and found that there's this song which is nice. apparently, it really is nice XD

download here [note: open in new window> click on 'download here']



Lyrics

Mamoritai ~White Wishes~
I want to protect ~White Wishes~

Artist: BoA


これで終わり　そう思っていた遠いあの日
Kore de owari sou omotteita tooi ano hi
‘It ends here’, I thought on that far away day
今は言える
Ima wa ieru
I can say now
羽ばたける始まりだったと
Habatakeru hajimari datta to
That was when I began to be able to fly [1]
君の温もりが広がる　手のひらと胸の隙間
Kimi no nukumori ga hirogaru tenohira to mune no sukima
Your warmth fills the gap between the palm of my hand and my chest
君と行く先探してる
Kimi to yukusaki sagashiteru
I’ll search for the future together with you
心繋いで
Kokoro tsunaide
Our hearts joined together


守りたい　守られてる
Mamoritai mamorareteru
I want to protect it, as I am protected
会えないときもずっと
Aenai toki mo zutto
Always, even when we can’t be together
一秒ずつ私たちは強くなれるから
Ichibyou zutsu watashi tachi wa tsuyoku nareru kara
Because, second by second, we can become stronger


広い夜空　寄り添う星たち見上げながら
Hiroi yozora yorisou hoshi tachi miage nagara
As we look up at the stars nestled together in the wide night sky
かけがえのない今日の向こう 　明日が生まれる
Kakegae no nai kyou no mukou asu ga umareru
Tomorrow is born, starting from the irreplaceable today
二人の間を行き交う
Futari no aida wo yukikau
I want to hold dear
この空気大事にしたい
Kono kuuki daiji ni shitai
This atmosphere that comes and goes between the two of us
透き通ってゆく 心から
Sukitootte yuku kokoro kara
We can become kind
優しくなれる
Yasashiku nareru
Frankly, from our hearts


忘れない　君とこうして分かち合える温もり
Wasurenai kimi to koushite wakachiaeru nukumori
I won’t forget how we shared each others’ warmth like this
感じてる　たった一つ未来照らすもの
Kanjiteru tatta hitotsu mirai terasu mono
I can feel the one thing that illuminates the future [2]
降り積もる悲しみをそっと溶かすように
Furitsumoru kanashimi wo sotto tokasu you ni
I hope that your piled up sadness will softly melt away
いつまでも　いつでも…
Itsumademo itsudemo…
Forever, always…


守りたい　守られてる
Mamoritai mamorareteru
I want to protect it, as I am protected
会えないときもずっと
Aenai toki mo zutto
Always, even when we can’t be together
一秒ずつ君と私強くなれるから
Ichibyou zutsu kimi to watashi tsuyoku nareru kara
Because, second by second, you and I can become stronger


忘れない　君に出会って生まれ変われる願い
Wasurenai kimi ni deatte umarekawareru negai
I won’t forget the wish that was born again when I met you
信じてる　だから私　全て守りたい
Shinjiteru dakara watashi subete mamoritai
I believe in it, so I want to protect it all
全て守りたい…
Subete mamoritai…
I want to protect it all…


[1] It's either this, or 'that was when I began to be able to fly'.
[2] Also had problems with this line. It could be 'I feel that there is only one thing that the future illuminates', or the like. ;
[credits to http://apathy-irath.livejournal.com/24900.html]

hmm so i was kinda bored and looking through my photos. ok i have stuff to do but im procrastinating haha =x then joyc just asked me to go out with her later so... yea.. idk anw i saw this... a pic taken on my sony ericsson phone two years ago...



hmm familar looking person huh. that's des 2 years ago. sleeping when we were doing chem video -.-;

and if i dint rmb wrongly, these are "art works" by des.




ok... then some time later when we were told to clean up the classroom. someone brought a vacuum cleaner and hmm apparently kenneth ended up carrying it. seems quite suitable for him?

yes, that's manda an chio-ing, no doubt.

then hmm they posed with the benzene structure?!




ok now that's random... and i realise i do have quite a few photos of ppl sleeping during class in the ip classroom >.> oh my, now i know what i was doing in class everyday x.x; what a way to entertain myself x.x

hmm, nowadays im just too lazy to take photos @@ cos take = need to edit T.T i cant allow myself to upload any unedited photos which have horrible colors T.T plus the cameras i use dn produce nice colors... T.T T.T oh well... yea, realised i have a lot fewer photos than last time of my classmates @@ tho i do bring compact to sch most of the time hmm. oh well. ok randomness. time to do some stuff. zomg @@;

fuck. yes you got it. fuck. so little kids, please tune away and dont read further of this fucked up post. argh. the long lost swearing post is going to surface again. yes, im here to vent my frustrations on the fucked up bio paper.

yes, fuck bio paper. god damn it. wts. im so bloody pissed. the paper has some degree of difficulty, but there were questions that were give aways. as long as you study, u can just regurgitate everything and get the fucking marks. but yes, they just had to be qns from ptc and cloning. bloody hell. cloming. i just read a few times and dint even mem at all. dint even have time to revise ytd cos had econs paper till around 5. argh.

im really so fucking pissed. it's like dont know how many marks wasted for nth. seriously, nth. bloody fucking easy qns. i swear. best, ask me evolution. like wow i have impression on that! but hey, what exactly is the answer? nice one. that just means that i have no fucking answers for the fucking question. so what happened was do do oh shit no time. do do somemore. oh damn it, skip first. must go do essay. niceness, so i skipped like 2+pages?! BLANK QUESTIONS. then i went to do essay. ok nice, i wrote like i wrote... but hey, are they correct? no fucking idea. who gives a fucking damn anw. left 10min, chiong back to the STQs. zomg anyhow whack. do until damn fast. mostly filled with wrong ans anw = = then those qns from PTC. kao damn easy one. but they are THREE MARKS. omg. my length... definitely not 3m. 1m maybe = = ok right, so i screwed up my STQs. nice. how many marks is that gonna cost me? i wonder.

then what else. essay? most probably just pass AT MOST. nice.

mcq? i have a whole load of Ds = = which means... it's like i have a lot of wrong answers ^^ ok wait, that wasnt right, come again ^^#

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i know im getting repetitive but IM SO FUCKING PISSED. I WANNA TEAR PAPER. I WANNA SCREAM. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

omfg, the worst bio paper i've ever done. if i never study at all, fair enuf. but i did read. and wait a min, what's with all those blanks for STQ. wts? omfh. and those qns are FUCKING SIMPLE. SIMPLE QN. ALL WASTED. fail also fail de bu gan yuan. i tell you. really. i'm so gonna fail and im so gonna emo. i fail for nth.

yes all i have is to blame myself for not managing my fucking time properly. but that's all i could do. seriously, either die in this or die in that. yes i know all i can is blame myself. but i still wanna curse the paper. cos i have 2 more papers upcoming, and i need to get my mood right. you bloody son of a bitch bio paper. argh. tmd. d.a.m.n.

气死我了。气死我了。 %!@$@%!@#!@#

im so angry i dn even wanto talk to ppl. i swear. i dn want to affect the mood of others neither do i want to get pissed at innocent victims. because anything right now ticks me off and i have off my hp reception. i dn give a fucking damn who smses or calls me. i need to chill myself.

my mind is a bit messy right now... stupid bio paper. yes im angry at myself cos i could have done much better. its not hard. its so wasted. then again i can only blame myself. for doing cca stuff right before,for not being able to squeeze out enough time to do proper revision beforehand. for going to bali for a fam trip. right, but i needed that trip to get rid of my damn weird sleeping routine. ok thats another issue.

yes im just angry and im not making sense... maybe im not angry for far too long. shall go and chill myself and listen to some songs. sing some songs to get my heart cooled. then i can have my lunch. and i'd study for math/chem. stupid paper....

one last thing.

fuck.

omg why am i here again. oh well supposed to study IE(I) this morning haha. woke up at 7am. oh no's i've wasted 45 min! XD but then just wake up i cant do anything anw XD listening to dance related songs to wake up now XD like quite some time never listen to this playlist le haha! long time since i've on pc for more than an hour lol. amazing huh, for a used to be hardcore gamer who doesnt sleep for the game XD

just printed out ptc answers. ok random. oh yea, IE(I) brings back a lot of memories. i rmb the first time i had it in the test (after june last year), i kept screaming when i read it. took me one whole day - 2 days to digest it properly. yet in the test nth came out XD XD so maybe they weren't digseted after all XD XD XD second time i had it, i realised one of the pages were slightly torn. oh my, what happened to the notes. this time i dint scream THAT much. but i still screamed. this time, the third time. i realised another thing. "hey, why did the last page stay in the file when i took the notes out." right, i had a TOUGH time trying to staple the whole damn stack of f-ed up 50pages (oops! too long never swear XD i want ip outing so i can swear! XD oops =x). then i've decided, it's not possible. so what i did was anyhow grab last portion of the notes and stapled that part, so my last page can stick to the stack -.-; it's really one of those notes that are in lousy condition. like... international trade. LOL. fail set. flip until die when i was doing the essay qn for intl trade tut (VJ Prelim 09). i even rmb the qn number!!! /faint.

oh then i just rmb sth. i woke up right. then i had two dreams one after another. one is uh random one la, not concerning the uh masses. the other one yea. i dreamt of myself borrowing camera for the trip to msia organised by kw's grp! XD ahaha. oh yea was wondering if i shld go cover an ocip trip or sth... hm... idk, shall see. haha.

right! 8am cont from page 25 of notes! XD

yeap, CT1 finally coming XD XD both dreading and looking forward to it. dreading cos zomg i anyhow whack. looking forward cos quickquick finish then my march hols will come XD but then the march hols wont be like hols i bet. fail. so short! then will tio concuss by cca zzz. shall spend as much time to relax before i get back my results, which i suspect sure cmi one XD XD well, at least i get to go out haha. play play have fun with friends XD oh! alice in wonderland! wonder if ip ppl will watch @@ if never book me in advance with exact date then i go find other ppl to watch tgt XD (my sis watching on this mon! purposely use it to shoot me one = =)

ok ok food now. lol! just a random post haha. just finished organic chem geez. a random comment just crossed my mind. i'm not benzene, i hate substitution. ok random. fail. lame.not funny. LOL. sot diao liao. ok ok san1 cheng2 rou4 here i come? lol!!! ok ok really a bit sot le =x haha. bro's fam here. ok random. OK REALLY GOT TO GO U STUPID GIRL, ALWAYS DAMN GOOD AT DRAGGING TIME AND CRAPPING MORE STUFF WHEN U ARE AT THE CONCLUSION.

to my horror, my mum just said "ah girl, i help you put more rice, later you night time hungry". z.o.m.g...