: Tuesday, January 26, 2010

ok im supposed to post happy stuff on this blog yea. but unfortunately im not quite happy these days after all. idk why, like got a bit mood swing. this year really bad. mood swing like shit. zzz. like all the years mood never swing before, now all one go come. /faint. sleep also sleep not good. like really... idk why. over weekend alr tried to uh relieve some stress. sigh. what a life. hopefully tonight can sleep well (ytd was like uhhh the sleep like UHHH. lol. ppl who are interested in what dream i had, just ask me. lol. my s35 clique got freaked out a bit lol. kc best, say i mental one. /faint.)

anw, moving on... uh yea not really moving on. im just not too happy. sigh. like every small stuff could tick me off. sian sia. hopefully is pms LOL. then quick quick gone once period come etc =xx lol!! but i guess... got ppl support, shld be ok ba. got many supportive friends that i know can rely on when i need haha!

anw, just cleared a vsparks today (ppt design workshop). bullied chris totally and let him do 99% of talking XD XD thanks a lot chris ^^ im like blur blur de today. sigh. nvm. i think i did say "tubes" instead of "table" or sth lol!!!! mmm, 10v14 was so scary T.T but 10v13 was nice. haha! had quite a chat with this guy called tristen in the class too. somehow he looks a bit like jon from v14! lol! dont know why lol! then was like sharing with him jc life ah, ip life ah. so early planning which stream to go le wor! good good haha! actually, see them quite inspiring... like they have a lot of hopes/ambitions when they just entered. all fresh and energized! reminds me the energy i shld have to push myself forward and move on. i've long forgotten haha... i think i've been worn out a bit. like really. and i need to pause and take a break to breathe. my breath is literally getting taken away lol! im serious! omg i look into the mirror, kao what's with the mini eye bag wts. bloody disgusting. i swear. especially since my complexion so fair! /faint.

well, at least i cleared that one vsparks. then i realised thurs got vsparks presentation? lol. it just kinda dint sink in my head ahaha. so im supposed to do script but uh... oh well. LOL. i think i see how la. if i have time i do script. if not just impromptu. i think the others doing the same too. i mean it's our project leh. the part i presenting is my brainchild somemore. lol! shld be np de haha! hopefully it'd go on well on thur. hopefully end fast then can go join peeps at lab for sherlock holmes T.T oh i think i forgot... apparently im notified today right after evacuation drill (met vincent) that all reserved manpower for mugshots will be up on thur. niceness. 7am in sch. fuck. LOL. im sorry but... fuck... LOL. so gonna die. LOL. i'd try my best... i try... wed uh camp in living room at 845-9pm! lol!!!! zomg sia. but i bet gonna be fun la haha! kinda looking forward to it xD

with this week gone, i'd have cleared quite a bit of stuff!!! i like! less burden/stress haha. hopefully this weekend got time to study... mm. need to study haha! mika's relax (Take it easy) is really so true... lol! k random. shall sign off. do math assignment haha. if too lazy, bio prac tmr go copy XD for once in jc, copy prac... lol! oh yea i need tutoring for QA for chem LOL. what else... oh ya bloody hell. that stupid econs teacher. best. last week tell us write esay. ok i wrote. then tmr supposed to hand in. today then send email say oh here's the essay outline. hand in the essay next week to alicia. wtf... im serious, wtf... LOL. lucky i think quite on track, just need to take away conclusion then make longer x.x sigh. k nvm. push stuff off first. lala. time to do work. lol! cya guys!
BoA - Possibility (ft. Miura Daichi): Wednesday, January 20, 2010

mmm new song in boa's new album which is going to be out in feb. nice! catchy beats haha!

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Possibility; BoA duet with Miura Daichi

Oh why. . .oh why. . .oh why. . .
Why did we say goodbye. . .

笑顔が好きだった
Egao ga suki datta
つまらない冗談も好きだった
Tsumaranai joudan mo suki datta
近づく風な足跡
Chikazuku fuuna ashiato
初めに気付いたのはどっち
Hajimeni kizuita nowa docchi
何しても四六時中不安で
Nani shite mo shi roku ji chuu fuande
溝を埋めること復帰した関係
Mizo wo umeru koto fukki shita kankei
明日になれば他人だなんて
Asu ni nareba tanin da nante
全て消えてしまえばいい
Subete kiete shimaeba ii

*Chorus:
未だ揺れる振り子
Imada yureru furiko
最後の望みを辿る糸
Saigo no nozomi wo tadoru ito
何故と切れてしまうプツリと
Naze tokirete shimau PUTSURITO
こんなの胸が張り裂けそう
Konna no mune ga harisakesou
互いのため試行錯誤して得た覚悟
Tagai no tame shikou sakugo shite tokuta kakugo
分かってるけど迷うんだ
Wakatteru kedo mayounda
本当にこれでよかったのか?
Hontou ni kore de yokatta no ka?
今パッとPossibility
Ima PATTO Possibility

手を差し伸べ
Te wo sashi no be
頬に触れて そうすれば
Hooni furete sou sureba
体温は getting forty
Taion wa getting forty
出会った頃の二人は
Deatta koro no futari wa
そんな感じでも様変わり
Sonna kanji demo sama ga wari
心に潜む毒
Kokoro ni hisomu doku
中和する言葉は
Chuu wa suru kotoba wa
思い出というフィルター透しても
Omoi deto iu FUIRUTA toushitemo
遠く霞んで見当たらないんだ
Tooku kasunde miatara nainda

*Reapeat

危険な表情丁寧に説明出来ていたら
Kiken na hyoujou teinei ni setsumei dekitei tara
些細な誤解とこの結末は
Sasai na gokai tokono ketsumatsu wa
回避できたはず
Kaihi dekita hazu
不透明な態度が致命的
Futoumei natai dokachimei teki

綺麗な記憶として残したいから
Kirei na kioku to shite nokoshitai kara
この選択しかなかったんだと
Kono sentaku shikana kattanda to
ねえ強くそう思わせて
Nee tsuyoku sou omo wasette
優しくしないで惨めじゃない
Yasashiku shinai de mijime janai
If I told you that I'm nothing without your love
あなたじゃなければ意味がない
Anata jana kereba imi ga nai

*Repeat

夢見たんだずっと一緒に
Yume mitanda zutto isshoni
いくつものbirthday
Ikutsumono birthday
重ね壊れないように
Kasaneko kowarenai youni
Baby もう叶わないけど
Baby mou kawanai kedo
Never gonna change my love

Oh why. . . oh why. . . oh why. . .

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杨丞琳 雨爱: Monday, January 11, 2010

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杨丞琳 雨爱


窗外的天气
就像是
你多变的表情
下雨了
雨陪我哭泣
看不清
我也不想看清
离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里
学会放弃
听雨的声音
一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续
让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 Rainie love
久违的雨滴
一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密
能一直延续
我相信 我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

暖暖的空气
很窒息
我无法呼吸
亿万颗
雨滴的距离
很彻底
眼泪消失无息
离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里
学会放弃
听雨的声音
一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续
让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 Rainie love
久违的雨滴
一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密
能一直延续
我相信 我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密
能一直延续
我相信 我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

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: Saturday, January 9, 2010

mmm so germ mentioned about posting sth fun. ehto, i wonder. XD idk leh!!!! this whole week i've been sick sick and sick, so idk if got anything fun to share! (ok got la but not to be shared. LOL) hmmm. ok la shall just anyhow talk lol! sth fun will prolly pop @@

so i had my first overnight stay in chalet in my whole life on 4th jan. it was photosoc chalet! tho i was like having sore throat and blocked nose lol! took med etc but unfortunately dint really manage to sleep XD sad case! had fun playing stuff like bursting other ppl's balloons which were tied to their legs tho (yea, was the finalist with vincent lol!) geez, it was such a tiring game. was actually chuan3-ing a bit lol!!! but in the end he won la. (damn it! lol!!!) then had water game at night. wah so kuazhang. then muyao was like running around assaulting ppl lol!!! i was saying i sick sick so dont wanna play ah. then in the end i really really wanted to throw some bombs at vincent (OOPS) so i got uh 牵连 into the war lol!!! was fun tho haha! but then my aiming really sucks like hell. got to use water bottle to pour water LOL. of cos i tio sprayed water from water bottle also LOL.

then later got some uh nonsense stuff, like sparklers ah etc etc. oh oh then they were like playing hide and seek a bit. then lynn hid in the kitchen the whole time no one went to find her! XD lucky i always check sms one, so i saw her's. omg it was so epic, we all laughed to death when i showed them the sms XD then the seniors went "huh?! she still hiding?! omg, go find her now" XD XD cartoon sia! after all these, we had a chit chat session. got singing ah, dancing somemore! get to see jolyn and muyao dance! XD they even shared with us some tips to keep our bodies uh toned! lol! oh yea, i dint get spared either... had to dance for them to see ; ; dance with shorts /faint. bet i dint do it properly. rusty le me. good thing is i still rmb love dont love me properly. heng @@ lol!

so lala they went out to walk walk while i have chosen to stay in chalet cos start feeling uncomfortable liao. not enuf sleep always like that now ~.~ then zhiyong and lynn got to stay back with me >.< so sorry ; ; but then i know if i walk out will be even worse... x.x oh well... so i bathed, did some stuff etc etc. then decided to sleep. unfortunately, i only slept 1-2hours = = the others slept more than me i think (other than those 3 who dint sleep at all: wq, lynn, vincent).

joined their chit chat session like around 5-6am. lol! ok la talked a bit. then emily damn funny. whenever she laughed she'd start hitting the wall lololol. omg sia. then best part is the girls next door (eliz and evon) never hear at all! power! at around 8-9am we decided to walk around, then vincent went to dabao breakfast. when we went to wake ppl up, wah evon and eliz damn interesting one. the way they react to ur uh calls. when vincent patted eliz's head to wake her up, wah she can have one eyebrow up one!! subconsciously one! then we were laughing so hard till she woke up ahaha.

then breakfast, talk talk, check out. lucky got seniors to help sia. stupid chalet, need 18 years old then can check in and out. thanks a lot keith and muyao!!! /bow

overall, the chalet quite fun la. lol! tho starting like a bit sian lol! if more ppl could stayed/came would have been a lot more fun! and! next time i shant be sick, so can go play properly haha! mmm staying overnight in chalet quite fun after all. lucky gave it a try =X otherwise a bit kuku also, seriously, almost 18 le still never stay overnight in chalet before LOL. what a life sia. LOL.

but then too bad i tio fever afterwards (or maybe i alr got it when i was in chalet, just dint really realise), so i couldnt stay overnight for v14 chalet. went to have dinner with peeps tho. as usual, sure fun one lol! the moment u enter the chalet, alr talk like what le. or u just listen to others talk ahaha. saw sulin too. mm took a few photos of her too oops lol! hopefully i dint miss out anyone who went for the chalet x.x; tho dint manage to take a grp photo properly T.T sniff sniff. nvm, there'd always be a next time for v14! XD haha actually when u get to see ur classmates in the same room ah, like got uh sense of belonging (in human geography terms!) haha! i think even if stayed in sec sch ah, the bond wont be so strong haha! oh yea, daph was saying i crazy go for chalet when i having fever. but it was slight only anw... and actually i've been looking forward to it lor. to be honest, it's like the highlight of the week or sth @@ sth very impt, sth fun! lol! and yea, to show ip spirit, many of them brought hol hw LOLOL. seriously. omg sia. i tot of it too leh! but then i tot since its chalet shld uh have fun not uh do work. but i guess we actually enjoy doing work tgt too. LOL. power sia those ppl. 'eh i brought math!!!!! which task u did?' ahaha. what a familiar convo XD

but then the time was too short, far too short. hopefully we'd get to have more time tgt to catch up next time. maybe after a's @@; before the guys go for ns ahaha. hopefully they dont need to book in so early x.x; (jy kw! x.x)

oh yea, very lazy to upload the photos, all high res, quite big. uh, go sign up for fb la ppl! /faint. spare me from having to type the whole email add again and again = = think i never tag germ... cos her email add longest... LOL. if u guys uh wanna request for any photos, then let me know. otherwise i wont upload or anything XD

mmm wow long post for what happened on mon and tues. ok ok so wed... i was stoning at home, had to rest. thur i was out whole day... then fri i was at home again till now. yea, dint go out at all. tot will be better to stay at home and rest properly, especially since sch starting (O.M.G!) oops =x mmm i see the schedule wahhhh soooo happening! scary sia XD ok la, looking forward yet dreading it a bit XD mmm, tmr first period empty (yes, many of the ip peeps planning to copy each others' hw during that period XD XD including me XD XD), second - third period pe (i hope it's just height and weight so i dn need to exercise x.x otherwise if i still dont feel well will just tell cher to let me sit at the side), fourth period break, then bio tutorial for 2 periods! then go home! ok not really, got vsparks meeting with cedar camp peeps. oh yea, supposed to bring laptop lol! train arm muscles, yes yes. lol! technically, tmr only go for bio tut... LOL. fail day. ok la got lots of breaks huh. can catch up with friends a bit haha! oh yea, my bio tutor change to jonathan cheong! /joy. lol!! finally a proper teacher. /faint. then econs change to mr lee, whom idk who he is. but oh well, hopefully he can teach too lol! /hopeful. there's hope for our a's!!! XD

anw, i wish those with r paper all the best! jy jy! sure can do it de! ^^ ok i shall cont with alkenes tut XD (got to refer to scanned version cos my notes with mel T.T) kk cya guys!