yeap yeap, even though i kept forgetting over the last few days, it is my 18th bdae today and i have successfully turned into a crybaby ahaha. kept crying throughout the day. don't know why haha. morning still ok de. then later come out of hall, started feeling emo le. but i tot nvm, the feeling will pass so i just went on walking around anyways (i mean i got to go for math tut anw). saw manda shuyi and sl in concourse when i went to get my bag. they said happy bdae to me haha. like omg they rmb @@; then manda gave me a big hug haha! oh yea i received sms from various ppl like jon, joyc, bg in the morning too. alr felt a bit watery eyes but nvm hold back, go math tut haha!

went into class, pulled out my chair then saw a wallet shop plastic bag ahaha. dint expect that. saw present from kc and mel (thanks a lot! XD one black wallet/purse and one white pencil box! both that i need backup for ahahaha.) then just listened etc then math tut ended. kept feeling the uh weird feel. like since ytd alr like that. think drink too much liang2 cha2. a bit bit diarrhea. ok shall spare you guys the details =x then i kept thinking there's math lect, so pack pack quickly chiong to toilet (hold since after assembly x.x the feel comes and goes you see...). got wishes from classmates haha. ltr kc smsed me saying it's break XD so i went back to class. then hearing ppl talk talk, then i read quite a few smses... somehow couldnt hold back my tears haha. i admit there could be other stuff causing me to cry but really, quite touched by all the wishes, idk why. lol! i mean, live for 18 years le leh. not like these ppl never wish me happy bdae before. but someway somehow this year de very got feel haha. maybe cos i was feeling down a bit and it made me felt really loved. haha. (omg recall until cry again. bloody hell. /curses) ok anw moving on! got tissues from kc, comfort and hugs from cor. oh my, when u get comforts, u end up crying harder. x.x; oh well.

went for math lect. got wishes from kw germ and des (omg des, dont shout so loud la x.x paiseh one leh /faint). lala still can tear every now and then. bet the lecturer was wondering what the hell is wrong with this girl. plus i sat right next to the middle corridor. ahaha. went for gp. the guys back from shopping at giant for fruits for sz (they skipped math lect). they were passing a card around haha. sat there rest a bit then the class came in. wah they sang a birthday song for me. eyes teary again x.x; oh my tian sia. ahaha. then wx was saying omg birthday girl cry for what! ahaha ya true. but idk just cry lor. idk somehow feel very touched. makes me feel like idk leh. like ppl actually bother to do all these stuff. and thr's ppl all around supporting u haha. a very unique feel. friends are really impt huh. then there's quite a few that i can tell them what i really feel and they comfort me haha. a touching birthday haha. made me realise sth that i've nvr realised. that i am not as isolated, that i have a lot of ppl around me, that we'd all walk through this tgt.

i'd really like to thank everyone that have wished me happy birthday today, be it you are the first, or the last, cos you have really made a difference to my day. i guess if let's say i forget about this birthday, it'd take me ages. haha. idk, someone told me 18th birthday is impt and significant. now i guess it really is. haha. thank you very much. really. my dear friends.

yeap yeap, even though i kept forgetting over the last few days, it is my 18th bdae today and i have successfully turned into a crybaby ahaha. kept crying throughout the day. don't know why haha. morning still ok de. then later come out of hall, started feeling emo le. but i tot nvm, the feeling will pass so i just went on walking around anyways (i mean i got to go for math tut anw). saw manda shuyi and sl in concourse when i went to get my bag. they said happy bdae to me haha. like omg they rmb @@; then manda gave me a big hug haha! oh yea i received sms from various ppl like jon, joyc, bg in the morning too. alr felt a bit watery eyes but nvm hold back, go math tut haha!

went into class, pulled out my chair then saw a wallet shop plastic bag ahaha. dint expect that. saw present from kc and mel (thanks a lot! XD one black wallet/purse and one white pencil box! both that i need backup for ahahaha.) then just listened etc then math tut ended. kept feeling the uh weird feel. like since ytd alr like that. think drink too much liang2 cha2. a bit bit diarrhea. ok shall spare you guys the details =x then i kept thinking there's math lect, so pack pack quickly chiong to toilet (hold since after assembly x.x the feel comes and goes you see...). got wishes from classmates haha. ltr kc smsed me saying it's break XD so i went back to class. then hearing ppl talk talk, then i read quite a few smses... somehow couldnt hold back my tears haha. i admit there could be other stuff causing me to cry but really, quite touched by all the wishes, idk why. lol! i mean, live for 18 years le leh. not like these ppl never wish me happy bdae before. but someway somehow this year de very got feel haha. maybe cos i was feeling down a bit and it made me felt really loved. haha. (omg recall until cry again. bloody hell. /curses) ok anw moving on! got tissues from kc, comfort and hugs from cor. oh my, when u get comforts, u end up crying harder. x.x; oh well.

went for math lect. got wishes from kw germ and des (omg des, dont shout so loud la x.x paiseh one leh /faint). lala still can tear every now and then. bet the lecturer was wondering what the hell is wrong with this girl. plus i sat right next to the middle corridor. ahaha. went for gp. the guys back from shopping at giant for fruits for sz (they skipped math lect). they were passing a card around haha. sat there rest a bit then the class came in. wah they sang a birthday song for me. eyes teary again x.x; oh my tian sia. ahaha. then wx was saying omg birthday girl cry for what! ahaha ya true. but idk just cry lor. idk somehow feel very touched. makes me feel like idk leh. like ppl actually bother to do all these stuff. and thr's ppl all around supporting u haha. a very unique feel. friends are really impt huh. then there's quite a few that i can tell them what i really feel and they comfort me haha. a touching birthday haha. made me realise sth that i've nvr realised. that i am not as isolated, that i have a lot of ppl around me, that we'd all walk through this tgt.

i'd really like to thank everyone that have wished me happy birthday today, be it you are the first, or the last, cos you have really made a difference to my day. i guess if let's say i forget about this birthday, it'd take me ages. haha. idk, someone told me 18th birthday is impt and significant. now i guess it really is. haha. thank you very much. really. my dear friends.